October 23, 2015

Random 3 AM Thoughts

DISCLAIMER: My mind's on a high right now, and I really need a release. So forgive me, for this very random and unorganized blog post. As a proof, I'll be writing in bullets (again! haha!)

* Children's pilgirmage is in a few hours from now. Well, technically, it's still a day, but the countdown is killing me. haha. Seriously. This is a major activity, and it's as if the whole activity is dependent on us. But I know He never fails. I just need to calm myself and get myself together. haha!

* Work's been stressing me out lately. How can people be so insensitive? I am a very patient person, but I also have my limits. That's just the last thread of all this stuff.  I am so making my move towards a career, and not only a "job". Just a few more months before I finish Don Bosco! Konting, KONTING TIIS nalang Nich! :)

* Been missing Vic so much. I feel like crying at random times. But I know that once I do, he'll feel it. Seriously creepy. Everytime I feel down, he suddenly appears out of the blue. It's as if the whole universe is conspiring to reassure me. (That, or he really loves me. haha. chesseballs! sorry.) It's been 35 days today since we last saw each other. But then, the communication is consistent and constant, so I am not really that bothered. I mean, I do miss the physical prescence of him. But I feel his love each and everyday. So I choose to be strong, for him, and most especially for us. He is that person who can make me vulnerably-strong anyway.

So pretty much, that's it.

I'm stressing about the pilgrimage right now, pissed off at work, missing Vic, but yes, I am happy. :)

Just my random piece this 3 in the morning. ;)

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