Hello Again

I'm starting this new blog as a part of a new chapter of my life. But I won't be deleting the previous one, it's kind of amusing to back read once in a while anyway. So how has my life been?

So...I've gotten my degree already. Yay! Good job! As of now, I'm currently unemployed. Not so yay. :(  But I still am trusting Him. I know He has plans for me...plans that are way greater than I imagine them to be. I still believe in His perfect time.I know He's still searching for my perfect job match. 

And what keeps me going on despite these trying times?  I have my friends around...TRUE friends, if I could stress that out. These are my friends from church. No offense to my other true friends, but they are from whom I get much of my strength from. I look forward to every weekend/Sunday that I get to spend with them. It's like a sweet escape. It's a day when I can feel truly loved, cared for,and supported. 

Don't get me wrong, I know my family is and will always be there for me. It's just that sometimes, there are definitely some things that I can't express myself well with my family. At home, especially on weekdays, I feel so restless. And even if my parents don't tell me, I know they're worried about me. I know that they're worried that I haven't had a job yet. I know that they've been having "tampo" just because I seem to let my life revolve around church and home only. But someday, I hope they understand that church is the only place where I renew my strength for each new week. I hope I can make them realize that. And I hope they'll be able to understand it. I just hope that He shall make them understand that I am doing my best. 

And of course, there's this guy. He has been a very good friend of mine for four years. He's seen me through my ups and down, from one happy crush to another, and through heartbreaks, disappointments,achievement, and success. He continuously inspires me to do well. He encourages me whenever I feel down. He never fails to make me smile by the stories and random things that he tells me about. He never fails to find ways to connect with him mentally. He may not be always be with me physically but he never makes me feel that I am alone. He's someone I can be totally comfortable with. With him, silence isn't awkward at all. With him, everything just seems to fall in its place. And each and everyday, he never fails to make me feel loved and convinces me that this one's a risk worth taken.  Most especially, he never fails to bring me closer to Him and remind me of His unconditional love. And honestly, for the first time ever, he's the guy I want my parents to meet. He's the first guy that I am proud to show off to the world despite of and in spite of. And to Him and him, I am thankful beyond words. 

So heart check: faith-I am working on it day by day. I would lie if I wrote here that my faith is as solid as it should be, so I could just say I'm working on it.; family-I am praying each and everyday that everything will be fine in His perfect time; friends- I do not have enough words to thank them for being my source of strength and my pillar during these trying times; love- unexpected but grateful. I know You gave him for a reason. I know You'll make everything fall into place. I trust in Your perfect time...we trust in Your perfect time. One day at a time.